Jesus was the Messiah and his love of cock was Universal. He loved small cock, big cock-- he was a delicate and somewhat feminine man who enjoyed his "disciples" in every way possible. They may or may not have ran a train on his ass, and it isn't our place to judge that. He was the Messiah, after all.
I won't shame a woman for any kind of sexuality. Or any person, more generally.Nobody decides on what they find erotic. Denying your attraction usually leads to it building, and then being expressed poorly. Like with Catholic Priests. Jesus would agree. He was a homosexual, and spent his time as a Rabbi with 12 dudes/ no women after retiring from his carpenter job. Read his last words carefully- they suggest he had a male lover.